Contours

Editor’s Letter

Dear Reader,

In all beginnings already lie an end, the telos tethered to every inception of desire. We start things only to complete them, reaching past each precedent to excise and eclipse — only to find ourselves defined by our denouements, aspiring for the resolution of it all. Is it substance that matters, or is it form? Is essence any more essential than the shape it takes, or might configuration and matter co-create?   

Taking that inquiry as its starting point, this issue centres around the idea of contours: limits that circumscribe by girding the boundless, but clarify by reifying the nebulous. We open with abstraction endeavouring to find form — with bodies ‘soaring through the / possibilities of flesh released from itself’ in Nicholas Rooney’s ‘Aubade’ while being weighed down by the physicality of the present. Then, capillaries dilate and expand, but are revealed as contrivances within contraptions in Mikkel Rodhe Skovlunde’s Into the Open Wound of Machines. Yet, the frontier between the human and nonhuman is tenuous for, as Archana Dineshkumar Manhachery puts it, ‘grit, fluid and fire […] can crush several borders’, rendering the inanimate into ‘the most human confines’. Indeed, objects can become totemic carriers of meaning: such is the case in Liliana Del Vedova’s (( Otherwordly )), which photographically traces psychic intricacies.

Even as form begins to crystallise, definition remains ever elusive, complicated by deeper considerations of the real and the illusory. We find what’s ‘impossible to break’ in Darcy Smith’s ‘Spin Particles’, only to realise that its strength comes from being ultimately ‘imperceptible’. We traverse Aiman’s vivid terrains, only to discover a topography that is hyperreal in its numinosity, with the earthly and spiritual coalescing to reveal that The Significance of it All is the Insignificance of it All. Signification continues being malleable in Erin Rowlinson-Martin’s ‘I left my name at the start’ — for having taken a name and ‘stretched its meaning’, nomenclature is dismantled for a spell. Perhaps, as Peter Lilly’s ‘Evidence’ attests, ‘The answer is to ask / For nothing’ — to rescind the intellectual query and instead dwell in the volatility of an existence that is ever in flux, ever collapsing space and time within ‘its / Perpetual explosion’. 

Thus we continue in the aftermath of a blast — one that erases the contours of individuation and allows us to be anyone, anything, anywhere. Return to the ‘ancient place’ of mythic truth in Ulrica Hume’s ‘Warrior Clouds’, where the ‘hieroglyphics of the soul’ are being pieced together. Witness life chopped, cut, and cohered in Patrycja Loranc’s Fragments of Experience, before drifting into a ‘blurring world’ where Emily Liu depicts her ‘return / to mere outline’ in a ‘self-portrait as fabrics’. Dissolve all distinctions within Abi Hubbard’s Polyester Paganism, and find binaries melting by the ‘beautiful, alien, and transformative’ properties of slime mould. And then let yourself go — go anywhere, go everywhere, to ‘see things as they truly are’ in Reyzl Grace’s ‘Flight’. 

Swooping in arcs across the cosmos, diving into the depths of this terrestrial sphere, we find both definition and liberation through our contours, those traces that simultaneously function as both closed boundaries and thresholds of possibility. For while all beginnings contain their ends, all ends have their embryonic entelechies; the depths of which run deep, the edges of which give shape to new forms.

Love,
Nicole

I.
Form

POETRY / NICHOLAS ROONEY

Aubade

Ley lines glimmer and extend across
the blind slat edges. 
Light leaks into the room,
gilds the bookshelves and the wardrobe. 

A radiator creaks. You stir, mutter,
then sink back into sleep,
taking more than your fair
share of the duvet with you. 

The first fingers of the sun find
your face, inscrutable. 
You are elsewhere, soaring through the
possibilities of flesh released from itself.

I lie and look for galaxies in the sunbeams,
strain to hear, in your breath, the
winds of other worlds.

VISUAL ART /
MIKKEL ROHDE SKOLVUNDE

Into the Open Wound of Machines

The human cylinders

Revolving in the enervating dusk

That wraps each closer in the mystery

Of singularity

— Words from ‘Human Cylinders’ by Mina Loy

POETRY /
ARCHANA DINESHKUMAR MANHACHERY

What I will do for warmth

The walnuts peck their hammocks —
their skulls or shells, goodbye
and step away
to steep in the shadow
of a cinnamon bark.
I too am in a dry,
sweet-and-spicy daze,
and so are the vestiges of
a flaky plainness
coating the balmy core
of oats.
From the fridge
to the spice boards,
the ginger kitten’s fur
has been anointing
a layer of her kingdom.
I have a penchant for
volatilising it,
for being a human.
With grit, fluid and fire,
I crush several borders
for my evening snack.
Later, I will drape my legs
and a desk will unravel.
The curated bowl
will be the tumbler bathing
a cold desert — the most human confines,
for just one minute.

VISUAL ART /
LILIANA DEL VEDOVA

(( Otherwordly ))

II.
Figure

POETRY / DARCY SMITH

Spin Particles

— Mass determines how much a particle resists changing its position when encountering a force.
Narrow 
the night
curtains, the black-
outs I shut. Mom made me
learn to count
each breath.
Narrow under
bed springs,
coiled
like the smallest
possible particle,
like a quark or alveoli,
thinnest single-cell
walls.
She says,
This heat will quell; he’ll fall
asleep
. When I find myself
in the back
hall closet, I inhale
gravity. Each capillary
carries me
like the lake upstate,
the one place
where exhalation
unfurls
his clenched
fist, taut jaw,
long bellow and flame.
In the linen closet,
I pull
the light cord, click —
dank blankets, darkness.
I’m imperceptible,
a hydrogen atom,
impossible to break.

INTERVIEW / AIMAN & NICOLE FAN

In Conversation with Aiman:
The Significance of it All is the Insignificance of it All

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Represented by Art Porters Gallery, Aiman’s new artworks — an extension of his explorations from his previous exhibition, ‘The Significance of it All is the Insignificance of it All’—will be featured in the S.E.A Focus 2024 showcase, taking place from January 20th to 28th, 2024. Curated by John Tung, ‘Serial and Massively Parallel’ presents a curated assembly of regional artworks, each offering profound insights into our intrinsic human identity amidst an impending technological confluence.

PROSE / ERIN ROWLINSON-MARTIN

I left my name at the start

POETRY /
PETER LILLY

Evidence

III.
Fractures

POETRY / ULRICA HUME

Warrior Clouds

I. 
To be no one,
anyone, in this ancient place, where
clouds as rampant dream-ships
pass as powerful as gods.
In the sky I see a sly path forming,
a trap door opening to
the brief levitations of fate.
Some see the ascending spiral,
others don’t. I know that you
do. In stillness I wait
for grief to find
the various
and impossible
mutations of joy.

II.
What did he see? Winged backs
turned, ever watching him? Their eyes
as one black depthless flicker,
looking back —
the ember of their talk
reminding him
what was,
and what by passion
always lost.

III.
She says she has the heart
of a chameleon
its colours bright but
changing. She says there is
no cure for this,
no urban elixir that will
miraculously cleanse her need
for truth, or her love
of deception.

IV.
What, this diamond, and what,
this mud? Sometimes, in the waning
dusk, or in the light unmasked
by dawn, even the cynical lover
gets it wrong — sees birds flying
right to left, reversed,
when they should be going
the other way; hears tricksters
speak his given name,
when only angels
frail and bright,
are meant
to know him.

V.
Fragments, these,
poor cracked clay pots,
letting out water
spilling upon the faintest
scrawls these hieroglyphics
of the soul.

FILM / PATRYCJA LORANC

Fragments of Experience

I – Here and What Made Me Be
IV – Away/Towards

POETRY / EMILY LIU

self-portrait as fabrics

                                my pastel 

shirts breezing
                                from a laundry
                line.

                                                 jasmine chill

fluttering garden

fill out fabric
with phantoms


like breath⁠—

                                                 how each
settled over

                            skin.


that one the pink
                                   wanting to feel

                                                a princess

                 in the absence

of you.

                                green to match
the cloudy

pacific.

and yes
that one gentle orange

for the halo
of street lamps⁠
at dusk⁠


when glasses turn immaterial⁠.


hook them
                                                 from collar

lift face⁠ —


hello

vast expanse


hello


blurring world.


i return
to mere outline


of a life before


shaded
and
worn⁠⁠.

VISUAL ART / ABI HUBBARD

Polyester Paganism

Polyester Paganism was inspired by slime mould and how it reflects the queer community with its beautiful, alien, and transformative properties. Celebrating the joy of difference and discovery, the series intends to rewrite binaries within pagan traditions, creating a new language that negates human exceptionalism and champions the absurd, unknown, messy, maverick future world.

As our systems fail and break down,
what will map our exodus?

“Slime mould can dissolve the boundaries we pretend exist with their remarkable metamorphosis. They can challenge our stagnant cultural notions with their existence as both collective and individual…
…Our ways of being can be different. We have little idea of the possibilities of life on earth; new stories and old stories can take us somewhere kinder, fairer, wiser — one pulse at a time.” — Lucy Jones

POETRY / REZYL GRACE

Flight

The wingbeat
is what fascinates about angels
and birds — the carving
of time and space
together in a single
motion, as though
the feathers hide
a glimpse of un-
observed light.

The closest thing
a human has
is the blink of an eye —
a sweep of the lid
through moments of arc,
like a Renaissance planet
in the hands of an angel
with face turned
from the sun.

This, perhaps,
is the difference in being
made but a little
lower: that,
if you wish to see things
as they truly are,
you must draw yourself
so very close
to death and then swerve.

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